7 Pounds

Not sure if anyone seen the movie 7 Pounds with Will Smith. I have to give this man a standing ovation..... HE IS THE MAN! Now this movie is insane! The concept, meaning everything is crazy. If you haven't seen it please do not read below. If you don't care then feel free to read. This character goes and does 7 good deeds. Then takes his own life for one of those 7 deeds. But the way this man choose to die, omg just thinking about it still gives me pain in my heart. It was done so believable. Some may say he is a stupid man for doing what he did, for the reason he did it. But honestly we are no one to judge. Like I always say we can not say anything nor judge until we are in that situation. I did not want to give too much details but I recommend this movie! But do not and I repeat do not forget the Kleenex! You will need it trust me!

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt as though your day will never end? like you just dying to sleep
Have you ever felt as though your not loved enough? like you desire to feel special
Have you ever felt as though your smart enough? as though you want to the answers
Have you ever felt like telling that idiot in front of you online, taking their sweet time looking for their money, or better yet say to the cashier "wait I forgot something give me a sec" that second feels like a century! You just want to scream on that idiot!
Have you ever wanted to say something to the rude passangers on the trains that act as if they are no trains behind the one they too busy shoving themselves into!
Have you wanted to scream as loud as you could?
Have you ever wanted look totally different as you look?
Have you felt that you hated your name?
So many have you ever's that honestly its endless.

2009

I haven't written in a while, thought I would start off the year with a blog. I must say that 2008 was full of bullshit, happiness, new friendships, ending of some friendships, and eye opener. Awww expecting the same for the new year. Lets keep it real! I must say that my job is going well, my school is going well as well. My kids are doing great. My marriage is there, and my friends are great. I must say that my friends mean so much to me, in all honestly they have been there for me through thick and thin. Likes and dislikes, disagreements and those times that we say "I know what you mean". I can't say much for my family. I mean I have my brother and my parents but the others are whatever. Forget about my husband side of the family. They don't ever sees to amaze me how they treat me and my children. I wonder and my friends ask me why do I even care about their asses. And honestly this year I wont I can't. They don't respect me as a individual or even treat me as family I only been with my husband for almost 10 years. They don't look for my children as well. They aren't family. Well I will move on from their fakeness. My husband brother is having a baby whom I must say did not care to mention to us, and I will say it here I WILL NOT BE ATTENDING THE BABYSHOWER. Cause that bitch acts like her shit don't stink. As if I done something to her. If we aren't important enough to be told that hubby is going to be a uncle for the first time then too bad. Losers to the max, but I have to say that one thing that I do appreciate from this year is the friendship I have built with one selected individual Alexis. I wish our friendship all the best and closer every moment. This is the one person I can say I trust and love from this disruptive family. Well my fellow readers, I will leave you here.