Have you ever felt as though you were being held captive? especially in a relationship. I am not speaking on a physical manner but emotionally. Being married for about 9 years, seems like centuries.....with ups and downs just like any other relationship. At times I feel like my emotions holds me captive. I mean captive because at times I feel like I don't want to be in the situation but then I feel like being in it. Sometimes one weights more than the other. Life can be so complicated we ask if any of our decisions in life are right at all..... I can only speak from my heart that I love my husband and feel robbed from loving him the way I should or like how he loves me. His mother robbed me from that. Until she admits what she has done and own up to it, I would not be able to move on with her in my life. I had to make a decision and I chose to stay with my husband and try not to let her actions get in the middle, also choosing not to have her in my life at all will help me emotionally. So for now my husband has me captive by his heart, until the moment that I allow my heart to join his 100 % I can only try for now.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Held in captivity...........
Posted by Annie World at 8:02 AM
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3 comments:
Don't let your problems with life and people destroy something so special. Be strong not only for yourself and your marriage but for your kids. They need you both to be strong to keep your family together. I cant begin to imagine just how difficult it is but from my opinion I think that if you let everything else get in the way and destroy your marriage it will eat you up inside whether you make it known to others or not. So please hold on.
I hope u do break free!!! I just hope that you and your husband can get past it and love eachother the way you were supposed too!
. Life can be so complicated we ask if any of our decisions in life are right at all.....
Isn't that the God honest truth. Each and every time we appear to have it all figured out, we arrive @ the point where we realize it's never as simple as it perhaps once looked.
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