Okay I haven't blogged in a little bit, due to high demands I am here with more of my thoughts. Recently, I have been caught up with so many things that I myself have brought to myself. I am physically tired and mentally tired. But hey someone has to do it. I recently confronted my mother-in-law with an on-going issue and honestly I am surprise of my performance. I believe I have grown to control my anger a little. Not to say that it isn't there but I have learned that sometimes it should be used only when necessary. I learned not to let my anger consume who I am. Things don't go my way all the time, not letting it faze me is a mature thing to do. I voice my thoughts and those who get offended or bothered by it oh well, I am only speaking how I feel. I also come to realize that I have no belief meaning religion and yes the one that most of you call "God". Those who think that I will not be saved by him when the world comes to a end..... keep believing that because if I been surviving this world we living in that at times feels like hell itself I will be alright. Its funny how people speak of this "God" as if they know him personally. But it is funny how we can't speak about someone who we never met the same way. We easily judge our own people. I can't seem to understand that. And honestly could care less to hear about the explanation why "God" is different. Save it for someone who wants to be fooled. Moving on........ Lately I have been working on my weight. I am not happy how I look. I have set myself a goal and I have been really consistent with it. Patting myself on my back... thank you thank you. Doing some yoga has help me relax and bring peace through me. I need this because I start my third semester in college in Sept. which I am so excited on starting, I miss school. I gained so much knowledge and insight on how others think. I will let you know that once I begin my classes my blogs will become a lot more interesting..... those in college know what I am talking about. Well lets see what tomorrow will bring me and of course to you.......
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
High Demands
Posted by Annie World at 9:29 PM
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I just wanted to say thank you so much for everything you and Carlito have been doing for me even something some would see as such a little thing like letting me go and stay at your house ALL THE TIME lol and buying me food (you may bee laughing now but I'm serious). I really appreciate you both and I'm very happy that we are becoming good friends. Right now I really do believe you are my best friend (don't cry on me now lol). No but seriously I very grateful to have you in my life and I love you very much.
See, this is the very reason why I dig your blog. I too struggle with the spiritual (although you might not look @ yours as struggle).
And this struggle makes me constantly question not really God's existence but the reasoning behind horrible things I witness in life.
Anyways thanks for sharing and good luck with your weight training.
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