Yesterday was a day that I can say I had enough of the bullshit. One I have this family who always blame me whenever things go down. There is this one person that I am speaking of Justin which has become one of my new comers on my shit list. It pisses me off when people become so shady when I have been good to them. Then at the end I come out to be the bad one. Yo honestly fuck you, I am done with the same bullshit. And then I have a aunt that said that I am selfish and that I am angry blah blah. Fuck her too. I am so tired when people say that I am selfish. You know what I go out for everyone that I know of course when they are on my good side. Those who know me know that I am that way. I rarely think about myself. But I noticed when I don't give people what they want they are quick to call me selfish. Its bullshit. Honestly it makes me want to become a selfish, grimy, bitch! And fuck everyone else in my life that don't matter. I can't stand it yo! People are so fake. People are such assholes. I hate to throw things that I have done for people because I don't do them to say I do them, I do them because that's how I am. I know that some people take advantage of that. And I can honestly say that I know that some appreciate it. Which makes it hard for me to change into this so-called selfish person. But honestly, in due time for real I might just become that person. I don't care what people say most of the time but when it comes from those who I only cared about it pisses me off. And I don't fall for people bullshit and excuses, I am too smart for that. I listen to honesty! Which many can't do. Anyway I just need to vent.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
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I know that you are not a selfish person and that you're not an angry person, you're just hot tempered like me. Some people don't know what they have until they loose it and I believe Justin will get to a point that he will miss you very very much. I don't really know who's right or wrong in this situation but all I know is that he should of been honest with you and more appreciative of all the things you have done for him. I'm going to tell you the same thing you told me: don't let these people change the good person that you are. Don't prove them right, don't let them change you. We both just have to be more careful with who we let in our lives. But don't stress it girl we're gonna make it and everyone will see.
Well, I dont know what went down, but it sucks that he turned out to be like the rest of them. And you were a positive light for him and he couldnt see or didnt want to. At least you know what you did, and everyone around you noticed your actions towards him and how you opened your heart and your home and family to him....in the end you still come out on top.
Well, I dont know what went down, but it sucks that he turned out to be like the rest of them. And you were a positive light for him and he couldnt see or didnt want to. At least you know what you did, and everyone around you noticed your actions towards him and how you opened your heart and your home and family to him....in the end you still come out on top.
The majority of people who I meet are fake. It's gotten to the point where I can almost expect what they are going to say and do. It's like I am watching a movie or something. LOL. I once tried to be fake, in order to fit in with 'the crowd.' That's when I realized that I just can't be fake.
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