Just a couple of thoughts......

Well I wonder why have such evilness in them yet they wonder why shit happens to them. I know about this family that claim such closeness but funny thing is that when shit hits the fan they all scatter like roaches when you turn on the light lol. Shady isn't strong enough to describe them. I am proud to say that my children are not close to that side of the family of my husbands. I can actually pick let me see three people who I can say are cool with me. Don't get me wrong they have their share of issues as we all do, but I can only say that they have given me a chance to show them who I am. Better yet not give me a chance cause I could less of those who judge me but wants to get to know me. But in any event, it pisses me off when people act like they care about you then shit on you when they don't get their way or don't agree with something you done. PHONEY! I mean give me a brake, honestly people can try to use me all they want but at the end I come out winning because I know what I have done for people is out of my heart not for interest in any kind because I know how to fend for myself. I don't depend on no one for anything! I am a strong individual who knows what I want and need. I don't hurts because I freaking feel like it. I better things to do with my energy. I stop trying to hurt others on a continious basis. If you hurt me I will make sure you feel it just once!!!! harder than I felt it. Thats enough for me. Then I cut the person off no need to keep them around as punching bags when I end up looking as a childish person. Nah, too grown for that. People need to check themselves for real especially this damn family. Honestly they aren't even like family they are more like individuals. But it doesn't surprise me at all of their actions. LOSERS! Sorry I had to get that shit out of my shit.