First I want to say this picture is so beautiful, just looking at the bird alone with the sun shinning down on it, its outstanding. You feel at ease. Anyway, within the past couple of days, even through my painful tooth I have to honestly say that I have had some peace in my life. I stand up with I have to make changes in my life. I am happy I have. My kids are great, Hailey is more of a diva by the day, and Nikolas has a new hair style! He is looking a little like "Jim Carey" in dumb and dumber because he is missing his top tooth. HILARIOUS! But I have to say this weekend I had both of them and we did things it felt good. Even though my son told his dad something that no parent wants to hear. He told him that he doesn't love him because he loves me too much. When I spoke to him about this he stated that his father doesn't kiss him or hug him like I do and tell him that he is baby. When I told my husband he quickly got defensive and began to speak in a high tone to Nikolas saying that he does give him kisses and hugs. I stopped him because I was not going to have him speak to him in this manner when my son is only expressing himself. So I later explained to my husband that he just feels as though he doesn't do it enough like I do as his mother. Maybe he wants more attention and that is the only way he knows how to express himself. Not sure if this will change because I honestly don't think my husband has that type of nature in him. He is not really affectionate with the kids as I am. But other than that we all had a really good weekend. No word on the evil MIL, she has not made any attempts to contact us. I guess she is leaving it up to God as she likes to say. But it has been blissful with out her. Oh well...... I leave to puerto Rico in two weeks woohoo!!! I can not wait. Then in July I am leaving with the girls to Miami, Florida for a weekend trip. Which is going to be a blast. The girls who don't come its their lost, we don't go on this trip to act like little girls and do stupid things like great drunk and act stupid, act like slores! we go to relax and learn about ourselves as individuals. I felt so good when I got back last time. Can't wait to do it again. Wow, I can honestly say that I am pretty content on where I am today. I am working at a job that I can basically do what I want, work the hours I want, and make good money for now, also I am going to school to be a clinical psychologist, and my kids are great. I go out with my friends when I can, my marriage is still there but the point is that it is still there. So I can't really complain at the moment. Sometimes we need to acknowledge the good then always the bad.
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